Ugh I'm going to an information day for a job tomorrow~! I really don't wanna... I know I'm acting like a spoiled kid right now but... I don't even know if I got the job and yet their telling me to go to that talk... It frustrates me because it makes me think "Did I get the job? Maybe I got it coz they're letting me attend the Info. talk but then they never really confirmed it did they?" Aaarghh!!! I feel like pulling my hair out!
It's from 12:30 to 4:30... I wonder what's going to happen tomorrow... Well I hope we finish early... Because 12:30 to 4:30 is waaay too long for a talk... Ugh I'm so frustrated~ I really do hope I get this job.
On the other hand, it's been raining for the past 2 weeks now. And to be honest; I really don't like the rain specially when it's supposed to be sunny because it's SUMMER! But it's raining, I don't like getting wet when walking around town. Then there's this whole cloudy and dark issue which really affects my mood sometimes. I guess that's why my friends call me a "cat". But then cats love the rain don't they? Where are you Mr. Sun! Ugh~ it's adding up to my frustrations even more hahaha~
Today I went to my university to get the time I owed for my absence signed. So finally I'm finished with 2nd yr. and going up to 3rd. Whenever I think about it in that sense it makes me feel really anxious and scared inside. Like "What's going to happen to me after? What will I do? or Will I be able to sustain life?" it's starting to get to me~ I'm scared of the future and I just realized that I'm scared of becoming an adult. I'm turning 20 this october and my Grandmother wants me to go home for the Coming of Age Ceremony (Seijin no Shiki). I'm not sure if I will though? It depends on the circumstances I guess oh and the parents...
Ugh but anyway enough of my depressive mood~
Since I had nothing better to the other day and because I've been planning to do this since last year after I bought these cute little stickers! (^A^)y I finally was able to stick them on my laptop without any interference!
Tadah! Sorry it's a blurry since I was playing around with my dad's Canon 450 EOs camera (I think that's what you call it?). Oh and the other computer was used by mom she was watching this TV show back home~
To be honest I was a bit hesitant before to stick all of them on because I wasn't confident enough to type without looking at the letters. But they have letters on; it was just too small~ but now you can guess I'm a Very confident typer! Haha! *not really*(-.-")
"How are you?" it said haha! So cute~!!!
