Information Day + Spanking Key Board!~

Ugh I'm going to an information day for a job tomorrow~! I really don't wanna... I know I'm acting like a spoiled kid right now but... I don't even know if I got the job and yet their telling me to go to that talk... It frustrates me because it makes me think "Did I get the job? Maybe I got it coz they're letting me attend the Info. talk but then they never really confirmed it did they?" Aaarghh!!! I feel like pulling my hair out!

It's from 12:30 to 4:30... I wonder what's going to happen tomorrow... Well I hope we finish early... Because 12:30 to 4:30 is waaay too long for a talk... Ugh I'm so frustrated~ I really do hope I get this job.

On the other hand, it's been raining for the past 2 weeks now. And to be honest; I really don't like the rain specially when it's supposed to be sunny because it's SUMMER! But it's raining, I don't like getting wet when walking around town. Then there's this whole cloudy and dark issue which really affects my mood sometimes. I guess that's why my friends call me a "cat". But then cats love the rain don't they? Where are you Mr. Sun! Ugh~ it's adding up to my frustrations even more hahaha~

Today I went to my university to get the time I owed for my absence signed. So finally I'm finished with 2nd yr. and going up to 3rd. Whenever I think about it in that sense it makes me feel really anxious and scared inside. Like "What's going to happen to me after? What will I do? or Will I be able to sustain life?" it's starting to get to me~ I'm scared of the future and I just realized that I'm scared of becoming an adult. I'm turning 20 this october and my Grandmother wants me to go home for the Coming of Age Ceremony (Seijin no Shiki). I'm not sure if I will though? It depends on the circumstances I guess oh and the parents...

Ugh but anyway enough of my depressive mood~

Since I had nothing better to the other day and because I've been planning to do this since last year after I bought these cute little stickers! (^A^)y I finally was able to stick them on my laptop without any interference!

Tadah! Sorry it's a blurry since I was playing around with my dad's Canon 450 EOs camera (I think that's what you call it?). Oh and the other computer was used by mom she was watching this TV show back home~

To be honest I was a bit hesitant before to stick all of them on because I wasn't confident enough to type without looking at the letters. But they have letters on; it was just too small~ but now you can guess I'm a Very confident typer! Haha! *not really*(-.-")

"How are you?" it said haha! So cute~!!!

Summer begins with a clean room!~♥

Omg I truly apologize for not being able to blog for so long!!! I was so busy with my internship, case presentations and exams so I didn't have much time to rant as much as I wanted to do so~ But this week is the start of my Summer Vacation!!! So I'll be blogging as much as I can!!! Bring it on Summer!!!

You might've noticed I've changed my blog compared to the previous one. To be honest I'm still trying to get a hang with this new template that blogger has so you might find it really boring and I apologize! m(_ _)m

So what did I do since the start of summer? Well firstly, I had an interview on Friday and on Monday~ I thought I did well so I'm hoping to get in and rack tons of cash~♥ Unfortunately I'm not starting yet despite my wants to begin as soon as I can. On the other hand, my parents are pressuring me to start learning my theory test for driving... To be honest though (¬.¬) I'm not really keen on doing so... I prefer to take the bus for less stress and hassle~

After monday, yesterday which was tuesday I started cleaning my messy room~!!! My room looked like this before hand, I tend to leave things on the floor when I'm stressed and just tidy a little so I can walk around...

My Bed Before~

My Bed After~ (^w^)

My Messy Closet~

Tidy Tidy Closet~♥

I've decided to place my manga inside the closet rather than my bedside since it's quite crowded already~

They're a bit old but I still use them to pass time specially before I go to bed. The titles are High School Debut and Sprout~♥

Bed Side Table?

Yeah it's quite crowded since I have most of the things on it, such as my phone, pen,candle, ipod, and tissue. I find it convenient that way~ How about we zoom in to the things I fell in love at first sight on my bed side table?

My Bunny tissue holder~! My nose tends to bleed a lot so I keep them beside my bed in those events!

Tadah~! This is where you grab the tissue!!! (^A^)

I'm a Princess Cat Mug!!! Water I get thirsty from time to time so~

Tofu mobile holder? I don't know what you call it but it's where you place your mobile phone~

I know it's not on my bedside but it's one of the things I fell in love with~ so introducing my rabbit trash can!!! Cute no? (^//^)

Mirror Place~

If you're wondering what that stuffed animal is on top of the bag, it's my trusty foot warmer. I use it a lot in winter or when my feet feels cold. I normally have cold feet and hands they say it's a sign of low blood pressure? As well as not being able to wake up in the mornings properly...

That's most of it really, I have a few things to show you guys that's in my room as well.

This is what it looks like with my curtains open, so basically beside my bed is my window/glass wall and on the left side of this picture (which is at the head of the bed) is my glass door that leads to the terrace.

I bought this hand carved wooden rose from Switzerland a long time ago. It's lovely, and it was the first time I've seen a wooden rose so I bought a bunch right away. The vase was just decorated by me~ (^w^)

Wish bones!!! I collect them because of my memories as a child. My dad used to give them to me as a child and we would pull on each side of the bone. When it breaks the one who gets the biggest part of the bone gets his wish granted~ I guess it's just one of those sentimental things as you grow up.

And today, I decided to clean my lap top and customize the keyboard since I've been wishing to do so since before~ I'll show you guys the pictures tomorrow since I don't want to bombard everyone with too much pictures~

So that's it for today!!! From now on expect to see more posts from me since it's my summer holidays!!!*(^A^)*

Second Day + Tanpons~

Okay so today, was my second day back from internship. It's okay but it hurts my feet so bad from all the standing and walking so while I type this my feet is actually on the wall it works, I actually consider myself lucky since I'm only busy in the morning. Morning rush should I say? But then afterwards it starts to calm down. I did one of the most embarrassing things ever today though.

I was supposed to give this patient some medication, which was in this injection like container. I took off the cap and I didn't know that it had another cap on that I was supposed to pull. So I went to the patient with a smiley face. He knew what it was for since he's dependent on it, but I did tell him again just routine. So I injected the medication at the belly, and some of the meds went out...

He was looking at me with the "What the hell are you doing?!" because he cannot speak. And I knew immediately something was wrong because he kept checking his stomach looking for where the needle went in. Which of course I didn't see and I thought you won't see it. So since he looked at me incredulously I decided to check with the nurse.

Alas, I found out it had another cap and I just wasted the medication that didn't go to the patient but spilled out of the cap due to my pushing... Ugh I felt the heat climb up from my neck to my cheeks... I was soo embarassed. But my teacher was graciously enough to tell me that it's ok. Gawd~ I am officially an Idiot!

Anyways, I was reading through Popteen. I like Popteen since the colors are really flashy and playful. I used to go for that kind of style fun, playful and cute (childlike cute) but with my childlike face I just looked even more less my age and even look more younger. Since the people who would work at the cinema or buses would give me child fair tickets. Thinking I was around 12...

But I do occasionally take some inspirations from Popteen specially their dress and skirt coordination are really good and unique. But today while I was reading through it, I saw a topic that really I guess not surprise me but more of thought "Why..."

My First Tampon Q&A

Popteen is teaching you about how to put the Tampon in and what not. There are some question and answer portions as well like "I want to take it out but I don't know how" or "It's painful" etc. I thought at first, I got these lesson from school in our home economics with just the girls in one class at my junior high days. Don't they teach it in school? Why publish it in a magazine? A Fashion magazine nonetheless. But I guess some readers would benefit from it anyway so I'd give popteen a thumbs up for being helpful enough and strong willed to teach the ladies about it.

But then when I read further on, I found out why they used a whole page on a tampon... They were actually advertising the brand! (>.<) really clever I should say! Got the industries these days are getting even more better and trickier!

By the way I just noticed guys that you're not able to download the scans, I'm going to try and disable the no right clicking so that you can download the scans that I post in a bigger version.

(^_^)

Ribbons & Internship Glooms~

In all honesty, I feel so bummed out that I'm going back to my internship my 2 weeks off wasted away. I had a whole lot of plot bunnies that I did write down but never got to the end. Worst of all I never managed to even start the new chapter of MDS in which I originally planned to at least finish the new chapter before I go back. But I never go to it at all, which makes me feel even more grumpy.

In short I am so not looking forward for tomorrow... I would rather prefer to sit in one of the lecture halls and actually listen to any my professor than go out and do the internship... But I'll try to keep a positive attitude in mind in order for my day to at least turn out well. I do believe in the saying the when you have a positive out look in life, things turn out for the best and go your way.

Oh well~ anyways, I went to the shop yesterday of a different branch but guess what... That dress was sold out! (-3-) ugh. But it's ok, I'm actually happy that I didn't get to spend much on that day. Because whenever I spend too much it makes me feel guilty. Besides I got to meet two of my best high school friends.

We always hit it off the rocks ever since we reached high school. We were in a big group at the beginning. Mari had her own set of people who she was close to while Antonia and I were just one of those people who hung out with everybody. But now it's just us the 3 of us who remained close and got even closer.

We sat in a coffee shop and just talked for hours and hours until it was time to say good bye. It was a great day I should say so myself, I like catching up with friends from time to time since it never gets boring. It makes me giddy so much. Ah~ I miss them already, were hoping to meet up this week as well if our schedules would fit.

On the other hand, I'd like to show everyone a few things I bought for the past few weeks while I was fooling around instead of finishing the goals that I set myself. It makes me feel like I'm such a lousy person... (-.-")

Ribbon Hairband from Awear!

When I saw it I just had to have it for 8 euro which I thought was not bad at all.

I don't know when my Ribbon obsession started all I can remember is that I've been in love with these bows since my junior high school days. I must say I was mostly influenced by my friends who were really the girly girly types at that time.

I apologize for the bad quality of lighting, but this hair bow color was a really cute baby pink~

I Heart~♥

I absolutely love hair bows well anything with ribbons really. I don't recall the name of the shop where I bought this honestly. It was when I was just walking along random shops and went in to some that I saw this! There were two of them actually, the other one was silver and I REALLY REALLY did think hard on which one to buy. I was tempted to buy both but ended up buying the pink one for obvious reasons?

Whenever I have to put my hair up I always bring ribbons with me just to jazz it up and make the overall image cute! I like to let my hair down most of the times, but when I get really agitated, hot or when I feel messy I put it up. So I always bring hair ties with me with a bow of course~ (^.~)

Try it and see if it suits your style~