Information Day + Spanking Key Board!~

Ugh I'm going to an information day for a job tomorrow~! I really don't wanna... I know I'm acting like a spoiled kid right now but... I don't even know if I got the job and yet their telling me to go to that talk... It frustrates me because it makes me think "Did I get the job? Maybe I got it coz they're letting me attend the Info. talk but then they never really confirmed it did they?" Aaarghh!!! I feel like pulling my hair out!

It's from 12:30 to 4:30... I wonder what's going to happen tomorrow... Well I hope we finish early... Because 12:30 to 4:30 is waaay too long for a talk... Ugh I'm so frustrated~ I really do hope I get this job.

On the other hand, it's been raining for the past 2 weeks now. And to be honest; I really don't like the rain specially when it's supposed to be sunny because it's SUMMER! But it's raining, I don't like getting wet when walking around town. Then there's this whole cloudy and dark issue which really affects my mood sometimes. I guess that's why my friends call me a "cat". But then cats love the rain don't they? Where are you Mr. Sun! Ugh~ it's adding up to my frustrations even more hahaha~

Today I went to my university to get the time I owed for my absence signed. So finally I'm finished with 2nd yr. and going up to 3rd. Whenever I think about it in that sense it makes me feel really anxious and scared inside. Like "What's going to happen to me after? What will I do? or Will I be able to sustain life?" it's starting to get to me~ I'm scared of the future and I just realized that I'm scared of becoming an adult. I'm turning 20 this october and my Grandmother wants me to go home for the Coming of Age Ceremony (Seijin no Shiki). I'm not sure if I will though? It depends on the circumstances I guess oh and the parents...

Ugh but anyway enough of my depressive mood~

Since I had nothing better to the other day and because I've been planning to do this since last year after I bought these cute little stickers! (^A^)y I finally was able to stick them on my laptop without any interference!

Tadah! Sorry it's a blurry since I was playing around with my dad's Canon 450 EOs camera (I think that's what you call it?). Oh and the other computer was used by mom she was watching this TV show back home~

To be honest I was a bit hesitant before to stick all of them on because I wasn't confident enough to type without looking at the letters. But they have letters on; it was just too small~ but now you can guess I'm a Very confident typer! Haha! *not really*(-.-")

"How are you?" it said haha! So cute~!!!

Summer begins with a clean room!~♥

Omg I truly apologize for not being able to blog for so long!!! I was so busy with my internship, case presentations and exams so I didn't have much time to rant as much as I wanted to do so~ But this week is the start of my Summer Vacation!!! So I'll be blogging as much as I can!!! Bring it on Summer!!!

You might've noticed I've changed my blog compared to the previous one. To be honest I'm still trying to get a hang with this new template that blogger has so you might find it really boring and I apologize! m(_ _)m

So what did I do since the start of summer? Well firstly, I had an interview on Friday and on Monday~ I thought I did well so I'm hoping to get in and rack tons of cash~♥ Unfortunately I'm not starting yet despite my wants to begin as soon as I can. On the other hand, my parents are pressuring me to start learning my theory test for driving... To be honest though (¬.¬) I'm not really keen on doing so... I prefer to take the bus for less stress and hassle~

After monday, yesterday which was tuesday I started cleaning my messy room~!!! My room looked like this before hand, I tend to leave things on the floor when I'm stressed and just tidy a little so I can walk around...

My Bed Before~

My Bed After~ (^w^)

My Messy Closet~

Tidy Tidy Closet~♥

I've decided to place my manga inside the closet rather than my bedside since it's quite crowded already~

They're a bit old but I still use them to pass time specially before I go to bed. The titles are High School Debut and Sprout~♥

Bed Side Table?

Yeah it's quite crowded since I have most of the things on it, such as my phone, pen,candle, ipod, and tissue. I find it convenient that way~ How about we zoom in to the things I fell in love at first sight on my bed side table?

My Bunny tissue holder~! My nose tends to bleed a lot so I keep them beside my bed in those events!

Tadah~! This is where you grab the tissue!!! (^A^)

I'm a Princess Cat Mug!!! Water I get thirsty from time to time so~

Tofu mobile holder? I don't know what you call it but it's where you place your mobile phone~

I know it's not on my bedside but it's one of the things I fell in love with~ so introducing my rabbit trash can!!! Cute no? (^//^)

Mirror Place~

If you're wondering what that stuffed animal is on top of the bag, it's my trusty foot warmer. I use it a lot in winter or when my feet feels cold. I normally have cold feet and hands they say it's a sign of low blood pressure? As well as not being able to wake up in the mornings properly...

That's most of it really, I have a few things to show you guys that's in my room as well.

This is what it looks like with my curtains open, so basically beside my bed is my window/glass wall and on the left side of this picture (which is at the head of the bed) is my glass door that leads to the terrace.

I bought this hand carved wooden rose from Switzerland a long time ago. It's lovely, and it was the first time I've seen a wooden rose so I bought a bunch right away. The vase was just decorated by me~ (^w^)

Wish bones!!! I collect them because of my memories as a child. My dad used to give them to me as a child and we would pull on each side of the bone. When it breaks the one who gets the biggest part of the bone gets his wish granted~ I guess it's just one of those sentimental things as you grow up.

And today, I decided to clean my lap top and customize the keyboard since I've been wishing to do so since before~ I'll show you guys the pictures tomorrow since I don't want to bombard everyone with too much pictures~

So that's it for today!!! From now on expect to see more posts from me since it's my summer holidays!!!*(^A^)*

Flying Back~

I just got back home yesterday afternoon and didn't have much time to Blog from all the unpacking that I had to do. Anyways~ home wasn't bad at all I guess. It was fun but at times boring since my friends all had college, tests and what nots. So most of the times I just stayed at home or go around following my father like a lost (-.-") puppy.

I took this photo while I was on the plane, it was a really pretty sight with all the snow covering the mountains. Spring is finally coming!!! (^w^)//"~

My dad's operation went well after a few miscalculations and changing of hospital only to go back at our first choice of hospital. Although my Grand Dad is still on the edge, since he is diagnosed having lung cancer and from what I heard it's not curable but the treatment (chemo) can lengthen his life span.

I guess not all of us in the family has accepted this fact just yet including my Grand Dad. He's loosing weight really fast and it just made things more evident. So I guess everyone's just hanging on really.

Anyways~ the night before I left. Friends/Cousins and I celebrated or more of enjoyed my last minute stay. We were supposed to watch Alice in Wonderland but everyone didn't come on time. Therefore we didn't have any idea on what to do...

But while we were walking around the shopping centre my cousin suggested to have a food trip~ Well his meaning of food trip was literally eat eat eat eat eat and more eat. So we did!

We had 2 desserts which comprised of Ice cream...

Dairy Queen!!! I'm still a Haagen Dazs fan though! (*,*) I only took 3 of them for a photo since most of them didn't want to let me take a pic~ (Hmph! Selfish (ò.ó) Bastards~)

Yes that above is Ice cream rolled into small tiny dots I think? It was yummy and really something to try if you're looking for something new!

As for our appetizer? It's barbecue flavored chips! The shop had 3 flavors (Cheese, Barbecue & Sour cream).

Mm~ It was really tasty!!!

Our main dish was in a restaurant called Dr. Pepper, great food!!! Really it was too plenty for me though. BUT the conditions of our food trip was to finish all food no left over. So you could guess, my stomach almost gave out on me (-.-"). Like from my previous entry my camera ran out of battery and my mobile phone was low as well. So no pics guys! (^.^")

We still planned on going for soup, Clam Chowder I think it was that they wanted? But we were short on time so we ended the food trip with Dr. Pepper; and if you're thinking if we had dessert first? Well yes indeed we had dessert first then appetizer and lastly main course. That's just how insane my friends are... v(^o^)

After wards we went to an arcade and practically wasted our time playing but not before taking pics from a photo booth. I couldn't upload it since I forgot to take my portion of the picture (T.T). Overall it was a great experience and the last minute outing was so much fun!~ I'll miss them for sure. (_ _)